Wishiwashiwa

I wish I had a camera so I could make moments last. I really love to take pictures. Kaya lang its an expensive hobby. Still, I'll dream I could own one in the future. There are so many things to preserve sa atong life and to share with people who have become a part of my life.

I am created for a purpose

Sometimes, when the world around me is busy doing things, I feel like I'm being watched. Like I'm just a tiny speck in such a wide space. I say to myself maybe my life is just like the Truman Show movie. That everyone around me are actors doing their roles. They are there to test me. I don't know but I started having this feeling when I was just little. When I was 7 years old, there was this one dream that I repeatedly have every 12 midnight. It is a dark place. I cant see anything but I can hear voices of people in pain. Some are crying, screaming with pain. The hairs on my nape just stood up. I always wake up crying. I was taken to the doctor by my mother to see if something was wrong with me. The doctor said I was okay. I was given vitamins and every time I wake up at midnight, my mother would give a dose of the vitamin to wake me fall asleep again.

Every time I see something that is not good, injustice, hunger, violence, crime and many ,ore, I always wanted to just transform into some super hero and help the needy. But, I cant be that. In my own little ways I know I can make change start. Hopefully its gonna make a chain reaction.

Go said " I created you."

Funny how sometimes we turn our head from the people who needs our help. Its not that we can't give them anything. We can replace what they need. I pity those people who have humbled themselves and be rejected.